Ive been living in darkness for quite a while now. As soon as the routine sets in its like Im a mindless guy going thru the motions of everyday without a life. A purpose and a direction.
Today was an example. After having my morning concalls at work I ended up skipping lunch and worked out. Still for the lifeless soul of me I felt inadequate.
Like life is snuffed out of my chest. No heartbeat. Just a walking talking head with not being certain if I am being coherent.
Aaah one week has just passed and Im this? Unless change in the routine occurs, I dread the next three!
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